Growing up

Do you even realize
                              our childhood ends at the end of our senior year.

                                                                                                          haha not really.  I just say that because im scared to grow up.
                                               Im scared because I wont be as sucessful as my parents. Not as prepared as they are. Not as lucky
                                    lucky from staying out of trouble.
                                                                                        lucky they have had no acidents.
                                                                                                                                          lucky there was no war to destroy their lives.
                                           lucky to live in america. to be alive.
                                                                                            to have a job.
                                                                                                             OOOOOOrrr is this just some excuse because Im not mature enough. not prepared to live and survive on my own. Its just something new. Change. I think we all need it, because pretty fricken soon were going to be dead. hahahahahaha