Love.... I don't think so.

Don't even say that around me. I hate it. I love it. Wait erase that, I enjoy it? The L word gets me worked up. It gets me excited. One sec... It makes me want to gag, makes me puke, want to dig myself in a hole and never see the sun again. Never to feel another emotion. It is a risk I never want to seriously take in the future. It's....no better way to say it than, indescribable.